RUN TO THE SUN

I'm just kidding. I can't blog about how complicated my mind works because I have no time whatsoever right now. I have loads to pack and I'm currently waiting for laundry. But my auntie and uncle are already coming. What an awkward situation this will be.

Anyway on Tumblr, I posted this paragraph:

I’m always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head or keeping it to myself. The problem is being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away, no matter if they say they’re always there to listen, there is only so much your best friends can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out; is to ignore who you are and lose yourself.

So which is better? To have friends that think you are melodramatic, seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind?

I wasn't expecting any replies, and truthfully, I didn't want any. Hopefully no one got hurt by that. However, that was a snippet of how my mind works. But we can go into further depth some other time.

And I won't be online (AIM, Tumblr, etc) for Spring Break while I'm in LA. That's just how I work when I'm home.